Showing posts with label femininity. Show all posts
Showing posts with label femininity. Show all posts

Thursday, March 6, 2014

our lady of foreseeable risk


everything is new around here.
new life. new color. new adventures.
found confidence. renewed joy.

it starts off with feelings
of being overwhelmed,
fear, inadequacy, so little sleep.
then, bit by bit,
you do the work
and find that love sustains you.
you stop sweating the little things,
you lean in
to the built in moments of just being...
you grow into your true self,
without even noticing,
now that your focus is outside yourself.

welcome to motherhood.








"once we believe in ourselves 
we can risk curiosity,
wonder, spontaneous delight,
or any experience
that reveals the human spirit."
- e. e. cummings

"our lady of foreseeable risk"  30"x40" mixed media on canvas


Thursday, January 17, 2013

something old. something new.

our lady of perpetual incertitude




something old.
an icon.
that familiar feeling.
being the person you've been growing into.
exploration on a beloved theme.
worn out, yellow pages.
comfortable in your own skin.









this and that and other secrets

 something new.
assemblage.
lost in play.
exploration of fresh materials.
the joy of discovery.
that fluttery new feeling.
the miracle of life. 
 






hearty apologies for such a severe
absence of updates in the past month.
we've had life altering news,
joy,
overwhelment,
extreme exhaustion,
overwhelming
joy.

i will do my darndest
in the next few months
to update regularly
with new work
in the midst of sequels of elation
as we prepare for the arrival
of little baby gray.

cheers!
and a wonderful - if belated- new year!


 

Saturday, June 9, 2012

wrapped in rainbows


 "i have been in sorrow's kitchen and licked out all the pots. 
then i have stood on the peaky mountain 
wrapped in rainbows, 
with a harp and sword in my hands."
- zora neale hurston


 a new girl.
and fragrant late spring as
neighboring linden trees explode
with lime blossoms -
so sweet and green
they make the most soothing
tea liquor.
much needed sips of sanity
in the middle of a delightfully full house.
friends from all over the world
crashing in the spare room
and the couch
and on the studio floor
as we prepare
for our dear friends' wedding feast.
insanity of the most
wonderful kind.

excuse my absence from e-space,
until the joy-filled chaos
subsides.
 lime blossom tea-scented kisses
and a lovely weekend to you,
my friends!




Tuesday, April 24, 2012

goings on in the studio

 beginnings of art prize piece. clearly
more egg shells are necessary.
omelet anyone?

 progress on 'irrational season' piece.
at least i hope it's progress.
hard to tell sometimes.
 
finally pleased with where this one's at. it took
a week of staring to figure out
what was needed.

mixed responses to this piece
make me wonder.
i fight fiercely
against the objectification of women.
is it possible
for my work to be interpreted
otherwise?
i would love your input!

Thursday, March 22, 2012

getting to know suzie chaney


there simply isn't any more appropriate way to introduce suzie than through the thought-provoking, delicate, raw beauty of her work. a photographer, book maker, mixed media artist, and sculptor,as well as a world traveler and mother, suzie chaney inspires me with her thoughtful work and exuberant appetite for life.  her plaster and burnt paper sculptures hunt my dreams. 

i hope you relish discovering her work and lovely being as much as i did interviewing her for my friday series of interviews with strong creative inspiring women.





some things you love:
In a former life I think I was a dolphin; I love water. Then again, I'd hate to eat fish. I'm with Linda McCartney and the never-eat-something-with-a-
face way of thinking. I'm so happy snorkeling round the little rocky coves on the Costa Brava in Spain, bodyboarding the Atlantic breakers or simply lying on my back in the nearby lake on warm summer evenings.
I love coming home, and that glimpse of the mountains that lets me know I'm almost there. Catching my breath when I see a deer, a boar, a hare, an eagle and feeling enthralled by their wildness, but equally loving my dogs and recognizing their inner wolf-like spirits.
Having no map or timetable. I stubbornly refuse to have GPS or a watch. With my trusty flask of rooibos tea and ancient Lion King blanket in my car, I'm always prepared for a picnic and I love being a Baudelaire flâneur which brings me round to...
...my Pentax Spotmatic loaded with film.
Live music; impromptu get togethers, street entertainment or an amazing concert. The best ever was Radiohead in Nîmes at the stunning roman arena in 2009. {I've got my ticket for this July too, yay!}
Stumbling across surprising, thoughtful work in an unexpected or tiny, out of the way venue.
Playing cards with the kids in my bed.

some things you love about yourself (go ahead, brag a little):

My beautiful and creative three children; my sense of adventure; my compassion, patience and iron will.

what you're working on at the moment:
I have several things on the go right now. Preparing for an art event that takes place in my part of France in May, which is mostly going to be sculptural pieces and photography. As these are still evolving I can't really explain very much, but the work all relates to writing. One thing that tends to happens with my sculptures is they take on a life of their own, and almost dictate to me how they shape themselves. These sculptures will later be shown at an exhibition in a beautiful medieval town with an 8th century abbey, which is very exciting. I'm also creating a body of work for a local b&b, making linocuts which are based on imaginary or hybrid creatures derived from our local flora, fauna and landscape, and alternative photography methods like cyanotypes and pinholes of our environment. On top of all this I'm setting up a shop on my website, giving me a whole bunch of problems that are causing me sleepless nights but hey, that's where the patience and the iron will kick in. I definitely inherited that from my Dad. My siblings and I like to remind him he once said "give me an instruction book that tells me how to do it, and I'd happily remove your mother's spleen".

where do you draw inspiration from?

For years I used to make work about animals. Then I had a bad accident, and once I recovered enough to work again I was obsessed with the body and the mind; bone, anatomy, physiology and psychology. The animals are still often present though sometimes if only as an abstract idea of flesh, fur or feather. Also fragility, memory, a sense of transience, the idea of ghosts and the traces left behind.
Moodiness and melancholia; light, air and space; organic shape and muted colours; the art of storytelling.
The Japanese have a word for imperfection, asymmetry, emptiness and melancholia: wabi-sabi. It's my fundamental principle.


what is your creativity nemesis?
Looking too much at other peoples' work on the internet. It clouds my judgement, makes me worry I'm utter shit and distracts me from being in the studio.

and your most effective weapon against it?
Getting absorbed in my own work.

something you've learned the hard way:
Not to make work specifically to sell. When I opened shops on etsy and elsewhere a few years ago I made horrible clichéd illustrated digital prints, bookmarks etc. Oh yes, they sold OK but I felt lost. This work had nothing of me in it; my journey, my meaning, my soul. It also laid me wide open to plagiarism as that kind of work can be so derivative anyway and made me question whether I was guilty of it too.
So I kicked myself in the head, shut up shop and got back to creating work that came from within, that had something to say. Funnily enough my work now sells much better, not online however but in the real world.


would you please recommend a book?
'Fireworks: Nine Profane Pieces' by Angela Carter. A collection of short stories that are dreamy, beautiful and disturbing.

favorite natural food to snack on:
homemade houmous. Mmm mmm.

when I say feminine you say...
intuitive, strong

something you need to do less of:

stressing about my rather chaotic house. It's been a 'project' for 7 years and seems to not move forward at all. I have to just accept the wobbly floorboards, crumbly stonework and leaky roof.

something you need to do more of:

Others would say housework! I say spending time in my garden. I love to grow veggies, roses, meditteranean herbs and fruit trees. I also crave more traveling.


your perfect day:

I think a day is only perfect while you are living it or reflecting on it, it's impossible to prescribe one.  But it would probably involve some of these; the sunshine, my family, a city with great art, music, tomatoes in some form or other, photography, a funfair, laughter, a swim in the sea, horse riding, a campfire, a beautiful sunset.

thank you, suzie for kindly sharing your life, energy and creativity with us!

for more of suzie's work and updates of her lovely blog, please visit her website at http://www.suziechaney.com


images via http://black-eyedangel.blogspot.com/ used with suzie's permission.

Friday, January 6, 2012

in their pyjamas eating toast

i am working on putting together a regular friday feature, a series of quick interviews with strong creative confident women that inspire me.

in the meantime, let's talk about tilda swinton.  i love this woman!

she exudes a quiet joyful confidence while being completely open about the her own sinuous journey of self discovery.  she is boldly herself, a timeless true beauty outside of trends.  magnificent facing the boringly uniform critics.  humble facing the accolades of well-earned success.  a hard worker who doesn’t take herself too seriously.

she says this about her work: “i am a soldier.  i lead a soldier’s life when i’m working. that’s how it feels to me, except i’ve got a slightly greater chance of survival.”

she established her own film festival, “the ballerina ballroom cinema of dreams”, with dirt-cheap tickets, beanbags for seating and free admission to those bringing a tray of fairy cakes.

this woman is a muse.

“another magazine” published an article on her a couple of years ago.  it mentions the environment she is creating for her family.  this quote makes me cry every time:
“one of tilda’s many ideas about having the big house in nairn was that people would come and be around; interesting people for her kids to meet. like a salon, i suppose. it’s peaceful out there but often at weekends there’s a whole variety of people. it’s quite variable and chaotic. there’s no television. you can get a lot done and you’re in very pleasant company. it’s never boring. the guy who does their decorating is fantastic, really interesting to talk to. you’ve got a huge continuum of people who may or may not be high powered in the outside world, but you don’t know because everybody’s just in their pyjamas eating toast. which is how you should meet people.”
everybody’s just in their pyjamas.
eating toast.

with everything that i make, that is what i’m working towards.  thank you for the inspiration, tilda.  you’re wonderful!


photo by murdo mcleod via tildawinton.net