Showing posts with label painting. Show all posts
Showing posts with label painting. Show all posts

Thursday, March 6, 2014

our lady of foreseeable risk


everything is new around here.
new life. new color. new adventures.
found confidence. renewed joy.

it starts off with feelings
of being overwhelmed,
fear, inadequacy, so little sleep.
then, bit by bit,
you do the work
and find that love sustains you.
you stop sweating the little things,
you lean in
to the built in moments of just being...
you grow into your true self,
without even noticing,
now that your focus is outside yourself.

welcome to motherhood.








"once we believe in ourselves 
we can risk curiosity,
wonder, spontaneous delight,
or any experience
that reveals the human spirit."
- e. e. cummings

"our lady of foreseeable risk"  30"x40" mixed media on canvas


Monday, August 26, 2013

july. part 2.

 countdown to eternity & waiting on forever.  a diptych.

a month's worth of work.  a pictorial.


anchor for my wondering soul 12"x24"


lost and found 20"x30"


all the king's men  18"x30"

love story 12"x24" custom piece

on fire  32"x24"  custom piece

more daily poetry


 “may my mind come alive today
to the invisible geography
that invites me to new frontiers,
to break the dead shell of yesterdays,
to risk being disturbed and changed.”

— john o’donohue, from “a morning offering"


all the secrets to the universe 24"x12" diptych

Thursday, January 17, 2013

something old. something new.

our lady of perpetual incertitude




something old.
an icon.
that familiar feeling.
being the person you've been growing into.
exploration on a beloved theme.
worn out, yellow pages.
comfortable in your own skin.









this and that and other secrets

 something new.
assemblage.
lost in play.
exploration of fresh materials.
the joy of discovery.
that fluttery new feeling.
the miracle of life. 
 






hearty apologies for such a severe
absence of updates in the past month.
we've had life altering news,
joy,
overwhelment,
extreme exhaustion,
overwhelming
joy.

i will do my darndest
in the next few months
to update regularly
with new work
in the midst of sequels of elation
as we prepare for the arrival
of little baby gray.

cheers!
and a wonderful - if belated- new year!


 

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

7 steps to getting out of a painting funk

burning stuff once again

darlings,
it's real talk slash tough loving time.
you know those times
when you come out of studio
- having forgotten to eat and sleep for days -
utterly content
and completely spent?
this is not one of those times.
(if it is, how did you make it past the title? and
for crying out loud, pour yourself
a big glass of red, bask in
the glory of it, and enjoy
the fruit of your labor!)

oh, this is different.
you just checked your facebook page
for the 13th time today,
hit refresh on your etsy stats/inbox/twitter,
spent hours/days/weeks getting inspired by 
crying over breathtaking art on pinterest
and even more time staring in despair
at blank canvas.
read on, my friend.

 having come out of a 2, ok, 4 week studio funk
with one glorious full day of painting,
i'm feeling good. in fact,
i feel victorious enough
to impart the bits of wisdom
that really worked for me.


1.admit you have a problem
in the midst of the funk, your creative spirit
expresses itself
in one way only:
by making beautifully crafted excuses.
be honest with yourself.
do you really need more research
or inspiration?
more often than not i find
i'm just procrastinating,
overcome by fears.

2. give yourself a (guilt free) break
don't be tempted to skip this one.
sure you've spent a lot (too much) time
not getting essential work done,
but beating yourself up
doesn't exactly count as relaxing.
take some intentional time off
(a half an hour, even a day if you need).
and make it good!
you'll be much more motivated to get to work
in your newly found
good mood.

3.take a hike
go for a walk. breathe in the crisp air.
get your blood pumping. 
open your eyes. listen.
explore.

4. ease into the work with a bit of play
don't start off trying to paint the next masterpiece.
that buys you an express ticket
to overwhelm town.
instead, go non-committal. have some fun with it.
i tear some lovely papers to bits.
burn the edges.
glue random odds and ends to a failed canvas.
throw some paint.
explore a new way of making marks.


pretty geometry

5. meet self imposed deadlines
now that you've been quite nice to yourself,
it's time for some tough loving.
create some artificial deadlines.
push yourself to the limit.
find that you're made of steel
in addition to the ooey-gooey arty stuff.

surgery

6. turn your computer off and get to work
eliminate distractions.
also, literally,
turns your computer off and get to work.
just do it. 

7. celebrate the little victories
you know what to do.
for me, it's the sweet sweet vices:
whiskey & a nice cigar on the patio.
or working on a fun sewing project:
giving an old sweater
edgy & feminine new life.

cheers! you did it!

tell me your tales of painting victory
and beating studio funk!


beautiful decay


Friday, May 11, 2012

a sea of egg shells. an unfinished poem.


'went to bed with an unfinished poem
in my mouth
and could not kiss.'
-vera pavlova

this is what happens
when i have work in progress.





 taking a break from the egg shells
to work on this new piece. 
a thrifted framed canvas. 
bathed in layers of white.
texture hinting at original painting 
beneath. the minimalist in me
wants to leave it at that.
pure. simple.
pages from the journal
of a week without a tea pot
beg to join in.
the architect in me
wants to leave it at that.

what happens next?


Tuesday, April 24, 2012

goings on in the studio

 beginnings of art prize piece. clearly
more egg shells are necessary.
omelet anyone?

 progress on 'irrational season' piece.
at least i hope it's progress.
hard to tell sometimes.
 
finally pleased with where this one's at. it took
a week of staring to figure out
what was needed.

mixed responses to this piece
make me wonder.
i fight fiercely
against the objectification of women.
is it possible
for my work to be interpreted
otherwise?
i would love your input!

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

playing with textures


out of work at my part time job
(painting/remodeling/construction)
(yep, when i'm not painting, 
i'm painting)
which means no money
and plenty of studio time.
large scale abstract textured work
beckons me.
a 4'x8' piece for grand rapids' art prize
is in the making.
i have been saving egg shells
for months for this one.
working on a couple of other pieces
to add to my as-of-late-neglected etsy shop
as well.
it has been fun experimenting
playing with acrylic, latex,
coffee, tissue paper, egg shells,
pulling paper off wet paint
to discover wondrous patterns,
embedding random objects,
dipping, stretching, dripping...
it has also been
a bumpy ride.
dabbling in doubt
and feelings of inadequacy.
stuck, staring at the canvas
for eternities.
for this too, i am grateful
for i have the privilege
of being an artist.

what excites you
and haunts you 
in your work today?