'you
are so young; you stand for beginnings. i would like to beg of you,
dear friend, as well as i can, to have patience with everything that
remains unsolved in your heart. try to love the questions themselves,
like locked rooms and like books written in a foreign language. do not
now look for the answers. they cannot now be given to you because you
could not live them. it is a question of experiencing everything. at
present you need to live the question. perhaps you will, gradually,
without even noticing it, find yourself experiencing the answer, some
distant day. perhaps you are indeed carrying within yourself the
potential to visualize, to design, and to create for yourself an utterly
satisfying, joyful, and pure lifestyle. discipline yourself to attain
it, but accept that which comes to you with deep trust, and as long as
it comes from your own will, from your own inner need.'
- rainer maria rilke, letters to a young poet
resolutions. goals. forming habits. plans. to do lists.
i am constantly trying to recreate myself into a better version of what i am. to build my perfect creative lifestyle. to live the best possible life.
it isn't just me, is it?
what if...
perhaps life is perfect just the way it is.
i get to embrace the journey. to stay curious and hungry. to find my real self in the waiting, the knocking, the seeking, and love it for the rascal that it is.
to accept grace, as well as freely offering it to others.
to stay alert and open to finding the magic in unexpected places.
to live poetry.
